I am excited to write. 🙂
I am full of smile at this moment. Even though I am longed for his presence, cried for so many nights, I keep on smiling and praying. We always remind ourselves that everything will be alright. We are both thankful to God how He used us on the things and plans he wants for us and for our family. God’s glory is beyond words.
I can’t imagine that we will gonna talk most of the time in a phone screen starting from now on. His mom told me how excited she is to see her son and also his younger sister is so excited too.
Around 1:00 PM (Monday afternoon) here in Manila and 9:40 PM (Sunday Night) in California. I am happy that I don’t have a schedule work. I am thanking God for making a way for us to talk. 🙂 Our first video call is so memorable. 🙂 We talked for almost 6 hours. This is unbelievable! He stayed awake until 4 AM and 7 PM here in Manila just to talk to me. The questions like how are u, did you already eat, hows the PAL experience (hehe), jet log, hows your mom and sis, what did you eat on dinner etc,. He sends me a lot of selfies and scenery in his place. I saw a lot of pictures on his mom Facebook welcoming him in his hometown. My eyes is filled with tears of joy not a loneliness anymore. I am so happy for bf that finally after so many long long years, he saw his mom and his little sister again. He told me how happy he was. So am I.
He told me a lot of things even though it is his first night. My attention is only to him and I listened in every words that he said. I always miss him every single day. Even though if he’s still here in Manila, I miss him, we both always miss each other and we always find a way to talk to after work or even we are both busy. Now, distance is our enemy. And, timezone too. Ahaha. Manila is 15-hours ahead in CA. When sunshine rise here, stars and moonlight rise in CA. We cannot say same “good mornings” and “good night” on our own timezone, his night is my day and my day is his night, vise versa. But, sooner or later he will be with me again and with his family here.
Anyways, we are happy and both positive. We are ready on this chapter of our lives. We talked about this how many times. We are not babies anymore. We need to be strong and make a decision on our own but still we need to listen to each others side. 🙂 And sometimes there was once a time when we talk about this, we noticed that after a long talk, our mouths is full of praise and worship in God and how He changed our lives from the start and I started to cry again. It is miracle. This was happened so many times. That’s why we stay positive and lift up everything to God.
I am so proud of bf how strong he is to made a decision like this. Even though it is hard for him, for both of us and for his family. He choose it. I always ask why? He simply told me that “GOD is with me”. He is a positive person. All the things that he do is dedicated for his family and for his and our future. He don’t do this alone. He is with GOD. There’s a lot of testimonies I want to share how God use Jereamy according to his will. Jereamy is not a vocal person or even broadcasting everything he do. But I know, when you are with him, you will be amaze who is Jereamy is. 🙂
I am not yet finish to write, but maybe, this entry is too long enough to share the things I want to write.
This is a new chapter of his life. As well as in his family and mine. This new chapter of his life will be a way to have a memorable bonding with his family in CA too. I am happy when I saw the pictures of his family there full of joy and excitement to see him. 🙂 We are sad, but if this is God’s will, we will accept it. We both highly believed that God has a purpose behind all of these.
God speaks to Jereamy’s heart. He need to do his mission as a child of God.
Let’s continue to be positive, happy and full of hope. Always look at the bright side. Worrying is a waste of time. Put our worries into prayer. No more dramas. Just Love. ❤
This journey is so exciting!
I do love you and miss you.